Welp..

I didn't think anyone actually read this and I didn't feel that I had anything exciting to say so I stopped updating. But recently on my formspring, someone asked when I was going to update it so I figured why not.

Well, I have moved into a new place. My house in the valley was just too much to handle. The guys are awesome but are guys, and three or more of them at that. It was just too messy and too loud ALL the time. I don't mind weekends or anything like that but everyday is too much. So I found a new roommate on craigslist. Her name is Elyse, she is 18 and blonde and my complete opposite. But it's working out fine so far. So my move was incredibly stressful. I came back from WA the day before I had to get all my stuff out and into the new place. Pervy landlords and shitty friends did not help the situation much. But at the last minute, my friend Ron volunteered to help me move and to let me use his truck. Thank you Ron.

My family and I are on better terms for the most part. They were pretty upset with me recently and had somewhat banned me from their lives. But around Easter I was welcomed back into the circle and they decided they loved me again.

Two days ago I got into a really bad hit and run. The guy ran a stop sign and hit me doing probably around 50 mph. I was doing 15 SINCE WE WERE IN A NEIGHBORHOOD AND CROSSING AN INTERSECTION and he smashed into my front left side. He hit me so hard that red paint chips from his pick up truck got inside of my car through the open window. He then sped off. I tried to chase him but my car started smoking and I had to stop. I stopped at a corner, opened my door and started crying while half way leaning out. I seriously could have been killed. A bunch of people came out of their houses and up to my car to ask me if I was ok and someone called the cops. This piece of shit bitchy cunt police officer came to "help" me but just gave me attitude the whole time because she "usually doesn't do this but they were short on officers". Well this accident of mine led to a fight with my parents. Their concern was that they were leacing to New Orleans the next day and I was supposed to go to their house everyday and feed the cat/dog, take out trash, etc. Now how on earth was I going to do this since I had no car?! This put a serious damper on their vacation, nevermind my entire life. I asked to use one of their cars but I "get in too many accidents for them to trust me with one of their cars." Bummer that all those accidents have been hit and runs and never my fault. Since January I have been in two moving hit and runs, and have returned to my parked car twice and had it beat up.

Another stress was my puppy issue. I had a deposit on a dog, everything went wrong then it got fixed then it got even worse. So I had to take back my deposit and find a new breeder. I did that and now have to take a drive in a week or two to pick out my puppy. His name will be Bishop and he is a blue merle Australian Shepherd.

All of this was on top of some very recently suffered heart ache. I don't want to go into details but I basically met the guy of my dreams and had an amazing week and then had it all flushed away.

With the car accident and the lack of money since I also had to pay a $1000 ticket a few weeks ago, the chances of me going to Rainfest have dropped. I don't know if I can still make it out there.

Basically my life is incredibly stressful right now. Sergio my ex bf is in town for three days before he gets sent to Afghanistan so I am taking him to get tattooed at Ink Money tattoo in Venice. While their I got asked a ton about my arm and met one guy who had definite potential to be my local tattoo artist. I looked at his portfolio and he had wild stuff with pelicans and fish and deer and top hats. I was super into it. So that's the good news. Bryce and Bone Dance will be here this weekend and I am looking forward to seeing them and having them stay at my new place with Elyse and I. I'm just trying to keep my head up and as people have been telling me, stay "posi".